Tuesday, January 18, 2011

I am freaking emo...ING.... here


Monday.... Raining day....
Everyone have a pair of people to share an umbrella....
And I so lucky I bought umbrella to college
So I and him within an umbrella....
I am short and he is tall^^...
"Do you want me to hold the umbrella for you?"
"Ennnn.... ok ahhh....^^.."
He hold my hand first and took the umbrella....
Although we wet a bit, but quite fun....^^
But I din't care about him start from that day....
Tuesday....
No Class....
Wednesday........
"Later your XXX angry then you know."
"No!!! Don't believe it, we just play only."
"WHAT????? You said play? Ok , play lah... now u say play... Fine...
Friday....
Went to have lunch with classmate.....
"Voon bin, why you wear so nice today?"
"Haha, why?"
"Because you always wear slippers , short pants and t-shirt."
"Ya meh? Because wanna to see you so wear nicer to match back you...^^"
"Voon Bin, Why you so cultured when you eat.?"
I was so tired that time....
"Don't care about me."
"What? You said don't care about you one huh? You said one!! and Tommy here....Ok!!! Today is 14/1/2011, 1 something, I and you Voon Bin start from now we break."
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Saturday........
Sunday........
Monday.......
Tuesday.......
He din't talk to me since he said break this word...........
I asked all my classmate why and what wrong to him, but one told me , he always like that and another one asked me "Did you said something hurt him or when he emo?"
"I think so, I just said DON'T CARE ABOUT ME!!!....."
I walked his place and called his name but he din't care me at all....
Last time , after morning class he will asked me go with them to have lunch and after class he will asked me "Do you wan me to fetch you home?"
But after that day, he din't asked me anythings, and din't talk to me at all..........
It doesn't feel good, because he was always playing with me and crap with me last time. But now, I feel I lost somethings , and the heart like crying.
Having a very confuse feeling now, and don't know what he thinking....
I am really emotional here, unhappy, sad, heartache ,I can't imagine I have this feeling again......
I just want to have that time with him last time......
And I like to see his face bring along his smile. That nice.... ^^

Thursday, January 13, 2011

I can't believe it real....

OMG!!!! What the hell feeling that I having now? It wasn't real, but now I like missing some one that I should miss. I can't believe that a lie become real. Haiz What can I do now? I don't wish to fall in love to some one... Because I am really busy, but I was so hurt again that he treat me cool. I don't like the feeling he treat me. I think I will keep this secret until the end..............................