My Computer Graphic concert poster design!!!

This is my final Computer Graphic concert poster project...

I did it in one week...

Singer I was using Michael Wong .

He born in same hometown with me.

In this portrait he is thinking and missing someone there,

just like me.

Thinking and missing him.

So I put the [MISSING] of the title in this poster.

I was using bamboo and light green to be the background.

Bamboo means peace...

Thinking and missing someone in a peace place..

and silently...

I was using original color to trace him out

and I used black, grey and white in using mirror reflection

to trace him out again...

It means behind of his story that you never know.........

Boring!!!

Now having sem break... Back to hometown and home sweet home here.. But the sadness come true. I was very busy in Kl life and now I am so free and do nothing. Really a boring sem break to me.. When I do nothing and when I alone, my mind really feel empty and like to simply think things again.. Monday I went out with Sean , Bryan and Vivian. Suppose should be happy and not emo. Vivian bought us to cinema floor there and I thought him back.. He was with me there last time. I miss him suddenly, my mind came out with him again. I really hate that feeling. I am alone here , Sean smsing with me. He was my EX too... Bryan is his brother and he was last time too.... I met them back and the feeling of missing came back .. I saw Joshua in JJ that means he is in Ipoh too.. Am I right? Did he still remember what he promised to me? I hate the feeling of alone and missing alone here... I should delete the memories that he gave to me...

这种感觉是什么？

酸酸的。。。

那种奇怪的感觉回来了。

那种想念他的感觉回来了。

心很酸啊。

我讨厌这种感觉，

我不想要它。

他又从我的梦出现，

他好像真的不想见到我一样，

他走了。

他是我的噩梦。

他真的很可怕。

Life should be happy and colourful

Life is just like a piece of white paper...

How to make it colorful and happy...

That the only way we know...

Hold the brush and make it colorful and happy...

When white paper become grey and black...

We should paint it white...

And color in warm and cold color...

Not black and grey...

I LOVE THE COLORFUL LIFE...

I LOVE MY HAPPY LIFE....

I ENJOY MY LIFE...

Finally Finished my History of Art artwork....

Venus at the mirror===> The Rock Venus.

The Anatomy Lesson===> The Turkey Lesson

The Turkey Lesson.

Is Mr Bean....

Frame hand made by us....

The Rock Venus.

Used real broom to made her hair, made it like 3D effect

Real product of Gatsby moving rubber

Promote the Gatsby moving rubber

[ GATSBY MAKE YOUR HAIR STAND LIKE A BROOM FOREVER!!!!]

Is me with two Panda eyes.

Happy that finished our artwork.

R''' O''''C''''K''' Venus....

My eyes almost can't open at all.

AWESOME MAN!!!! I love my HOA artwork as well.... We did it two days and just sleep 3 to 4 hours to rush our final project... We went to Shirley's house to finish it and have our fun there... Today my classmate asked us to show her our artwork.. And that time I started to be a leader , and I din't knew it... Shock man!!! our lecturer felt surprise of our artwork... She said that really shock and surprise that we will do that.... We are the only one group to do that....

你不懂的事！

我爱你，不需要任何的理由。

我恨你，是因为太爱你。

当初的你，根本没把我当成女友。

当初的你，根本没把我放在眼里。

当初的你，根本不会珍惜我。

当初的你，伤了我一次又一次。

你有没有想过我的感受？

当初的我，是为你活的。

当初的我，是为你生的。

当初的我，傻傻的帮你。

当初的我，到底犯了什么的错？

你才要这样的多我？

时间过得很快，我们分离都有一段日子了。

但不知为什么，我还是有想念你的感觉。

爱也爱过。。。。

恨也恨过。。。。

想知道你现在过得怎样了？

I am so miss you~

I paint my heart to you...

I like the feeling to be with you when it was snowing

Just let me lye on your back...

BECAUSE I LIKE YOU

AND VERY MISS YOU HERE

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Just now went to steamboat and yum cha with friends , again that I din't see him. I am so miss him. Where he is? I like the feeling that I like him... waiting him...

[ Emotional of myself because of you!~ ]

The way that I am missing you~

The way that I am waiting for you~

The way that I look at you...

The way that I smile to you~

The way I looking behind of you~

The way I know that you have girlfriend~

The way when I attract you~

The way when I am emo..

The way that I smile so sweet to you~

The way that I waiting to play with you~

The way that I sad with you.~

The way when I was blur looking at you~

The way that you kissed me~

The way that I know you are sick~

I like the way that I LOOK at you!!

{寂寞的眼神}

Waiting the time here...

Wish you are here...

Around 1 am something we went to yum cha in sayang.. I was so talkative talk non-stop with Jayis suddenly his friends came but din't see him. That time I put down everything and almost one week din't think about him and see him. I wish to don't miss him. How about him? Since I know he have a girlfriend in JB, the heart like broking... I was so crazy on him, I like his voice, I like his smiling , I like his expression. When I talking and laughing that time, Toby told me he was here. I tried don't look at him. I was so miss him. After that, we paid our bil and I asked Joyce to paid for me. Got a bit regret that I din't paid alone because he was paying too. I like the way that I looking at him. His motion, emotional really attract me. HAIZ~ On the way we back, Toby was talking with me but my eyes just looking at him. I feel so warm and happy now because of him. I like him , wish him din't know this forever.

Almost Sem Break!!!!

OMG!!! Sem break coming soon, Should I happy or sad? But now i really wish sem break come as fast as possible. I don't want to stop in this sem. It was so scary, giving a lot of people forcing me do those scary and dislike thing. WHAT THE? Hate them.... I was so annoyance now because of my final project and exam... But they really don't understand the feeling that i having now... Really want to slap them nicely and hardly...

It was a very funny surprise to dad and mum...

Yesterday suddenly took bus back home... Wish to give daddy and mummy a surprised one... HAHA!!! It was really adventure day yesterday because I haven know how to take bus and KTM back Ipoh yet.. Then non stop asked Jane and Yin Yee. But I also took taxi and bus back... 2 somethings I called mum and asked her where she is and is it daddy free at 3 somethings? At 3 somethings I miss called dad and mum and they called me back. I told them can you all guy come to fetch me now? I at Ipoh already. When I get in the car, daddy and mummy said : sometimes don't know let you hak sei or gek sei... Then I non stop laughing and said miss you all mah... When my younger sister back home also shock that I'm home.

Don't know what feeling I having now.

Din't went to work yesterday because of some issue. My house owner put a magazine under my door and I saw a thing that I am finding nowadays. Is it arranged by god? And after that I called Nicole to ask for it... And tried to tell Jane about my planing. After Jane home she told me a lot of the speech that she went. And I told him about the senior also. WE really crazy!!! Really sot talking about the guys that we like.. haha... Finally he approve me back, I was so happy and run to Jane's room and she wanted to tell me this good news of he approved Jane too... I was jumping and so happy that time. He really a cute person, feel like like him deeper. I really scare the feeling now, because don't know is it true that I like him or what. What a stupid thing that I always dream... Hate it....

Picture edited....

Was a very free yesterday, ready to have lunch with my god-sister but, suddenly cancel already. After make up and dress up took a few picture in my wonderland. Was a emotional portrait.

I think I understand what his meant....

Finally I found out what his meant already!
Should I give up or what?
What should I do...
I wish it just was a dream,
wish to happen nothing,
wish to see nothing,
and wish to stop dreaming.
I'm so down and stupid here.

I was so high in class yesterday....

Yesterday went to Joyce's house until 5 some things and went back home to have a nap and continue my class at 9. I was late and I was rushing like a crazy people. Who know no one tell me the class changed to 230p.m. I got a bit angry but whatever lah since I haven finish my Computer Graphic , and I did it in class. CG lab 1 got class need to have class and I went to CG lab 2 to continue my assignment... Suddenly Joyce called me, and she said my senior was in library. WOW ~ I was so happy and run to library. I'm really crazy, he really attracted me that time, but I still need to finish my assignment first so, I went back CG lab2 and the door there can see through the library. OMG!!!! Why? After saw him and I fell my battery was full... Crazy!!!! In class I was so crazy and so high... Kept crazy laughing there and my classmate beh tahan me also... But I'm still remember how he wore and his look... @@ fainted ....

Find out that I fall in love with a senior secretly in my college....

When i fell hungry in the mid-night while I'm rushing my assignment, I will asked Shen go yum cha in mamak with me. Every time I went there I will saw him there with his friends too. In college I will put all my attention on him when he was near by me. I thought myself just admired him and din't care about this kind of feeling and just want to pay more attention on my study only. One day I went to Joyce's house and Jayis was there too. When we wanna back home the time he said he was hungry and I went to mamak with him. We long time din't see and he told me a lot his story to me. Suddenly I saw a my-vi car outside and I saw him, that time his expression attracted me, and I very naturally touched my side hair to my ear-side. OMG!!! What am I doing that time??? I din't did that before when I saw a guy. That time Jayis was talking there and I just put all my attention on him only. After the day I went mamak with Toby them again but I din't see him and I fell really sad and without mood. I asked my house-mate did they have a classmate like him in their class? They said no... Upset there... Yesterday when I back home and I saw my house-mate's girl-friend and I asked her and finally she said her class got a guy like that... I was so happy and search him in facebook. Finally I searched him in facebook the whole night. He really cute,although he is thin and short,but I like his expression. But very disappointed that always I like a guy and the guy won't like me at all. And I will always have the same feeling every time. And I will know that the dream always just a dream.... T_________T

Yesterday was my first day to work in the Lawyer company...

Woke up early in the morning because of the noisy stupid sound, took my bath and SMS to lawyer Wong. When i reached the office, those staff not really welcome me. Maybe they really busy or maybe I just work two days and some more the Company boss is my god-sister. The job yesterday quite confuse to me , because I can't understand the staff meaning. I asked and asked but no respond never mind I solve it myself. My God-sister reached office and took a look of me and asked me is it okay? I said "Ya , sure." Actually the company there quite complicated but I just keep quiet there and just do my work. I hate people using those vision to me. After work called Mummy and let her know I was super fine in office. Actually I'm not, just wearing a mask only. I did a lot of things I just because of my parents and my family only.

Back to Wonderland~

Went back to my lovely home to relax and finish my assignment in 4 days. Today daddy fetched me back to my Wonderland again and then pack all the thing. And had lunch with my prince and princess.. Hehe.. Home sweet Home~ Love them so much. Although a lot of things happened in front of me but I still need to face and solve it. What to do. And none of my business too.. But I don't want to see them unhappy again. So what I'm going to do the next, I hope they will forgive me.I just wish to see the happy smile on their face again.

My finished art packaging assignment~

Hahaha... Finally finished my packaging assignment. Wow~ it needed me a lot of time to do. I went to pyramid, Ipoh parade , Jusco and Internet to do a lot of research. But I feel weird on my assignment. So I tried to show this box to my family and friends , they like it so much.I can't believe. YES, I should be more confident on it... YEAH!!!!^^

Product= Perfume

Event=Valentine's day and Mother's day.

When the box opened.. The purple paper net can hang ear-ring.

And when the perfume bottle finished

The box can keep make up materials.

The box design like a present box to girl-friend and mummy..^^

Gastric~!!!!

Don't know what wrong to me this few days... Having a very bad gastric.. Super pain here... Eat medicine also no use on it... I take my meal like last time but how come now only pain? After my meal i will feel like wanna eat other thing again, and always feel like wanna eat alot of thing... Gastric nevermind but don't know why I will feel faint and super headache when I went for jogging or straight away walking stair to 3rd floor in college... I really wanna find out what is my problem. What can I do now? Let my parents know or how? If let them know just will make them more worry. HAIZ~~~~~ I don't want the pain anymore now!!! PLEASE GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!

I feel happy live without you~

HAHA~ Today went for my History of art lesson. Feel super sleepy of the movie and beh tahan slept in class. After my class, waiting classmate outside the class and i saw my X classmate Yvonne, she said " How come you getting more beautiful? Maybe because of your hair.." haha funny.. But anyway thanks her. After lunch, still gastric and faster walked back home. Had a nap and Jocye called me, asked me for dinner. Haven take bath yet and I tied my hair up. In the way she said wanna go vision art buy somethings and I wanna go All Day to have a drink. Sorry toby didn't ask you out. Because just woke up and don't know where you are. But very funny one is Yik Hwa scared wrong people...WAKAKAKA!!!! Feel happy everyday shopping in pyramid. Yesterday bought a beg with Jocye. After shopping went to Jocye's house to take back my figure and Yik Hwa said " Voon Bin, you look young today!!!!" HAHA... TQ!!! I will keep it!!! Thanks everyone =)

Dream~

I had a lot of dream these few days...
Dream him again...
Hate the dream...
I went to hang out with friends and make more friends to forget him...
But the dream make me think him back...
But just a few days...
I'm happy that the time bring along me to forget him...
How he looks like, almost can't remember...
Thanks Jesus to accompany me when I was Emo and alone...

I saw a guy and i danced with him...

I went to Opera last night, I saw a guy then we danced together. He looks like him, and I suddenly miss him again. The feeling now I have I wish the time stop and go back to last time. The thunder non stop outside. Listening to my god sister playing piano. Heart break and very miss you here, Why you want to treated me that. Time really passed so fast almost 4 month already I still can't totally put you down. How are you now? I wish you understand my feeling here. I don't wish you to hate me because of that penang trip with them, I really did nothing there. But the heart and mouth are yours what you like to talk bad about me and hate me I just can say nothing here... Wish you good luck and take care.

Finally sick here...

Mummy take care me the whole night. And went to see doctor already. Although no more fever but still flu here. Can't slept well the whole night, my sister jing... I am so admired her,she can slept until the thief came in the house also won't wake up...== So wish got people hug me last night.. The whole body pain and super headache.. Hate sick here and hate eat medicine... Why my healthy so weak? I don't wan to sick anymore... TT Thanks everyone so caring me, I will get well as fast as possible love you all guys here ya..

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Stop thinking you anymore...

You really hurt my broken heart... You really did a lot of things made the world to hate you... How come I so stupid went to helped you to explain to them... You said they betrayed you, but the person who betrayed one is me ok? What you did, please ask back yourself,think it back. How you treat me? How you hurt me? How you betrayed me? How you break my broken heart again? Think it back and the anti-you to wake up.. Stop doing that... But what I had said and told you, you won't listen anymore. You made me cried three days three night, you know how hurt my broken heart in three days? Paper can stick back if it broke but my heart nothing can stick it back... Ya, can said that I am stupid that time... I believe to you, you really clever in acting... I am so admire you in that... I am lose!!! Happy??? I may god bless me to forget you as fast as possible. I believe god will understand me too. Ya the lord will forgive people who did something wrong,but I can't forgive myself. Maybe you will or you don't mind. I can't believe I cried in front of my mum too because of you. Ya, I am always strong in anythings and even how sad and how weak am I , I also won't cry in front of her. But this time, I can't do it. my mum comfort me to stop thinking you anymore and ignore you. I won't let her see me cry because of you again. I pressed delete and I wish to say goodbye to you. I want to start my new life here, ignore you maybe a good way... Maybe you really hate me that I went to let the whole world know your bad things. I just wanna tell you I really did nothing and even what had happened to you in camp I also don't know, how you betrayed me I also don't know. What a funny things? I love you but how you love me? If I really did somethings wrong to you, I just can apologize here. I asked myself 10 times? What i had did to made you betrayed me? I still can't understand. Is time to wake up, and I will tell myself that was a dream and it won't happen again.

I miss him~

Playing facebook in my lovely room... Drawing figure on my table... Listening song from my laptop... Don't know what happened to me in this afternoon, i miss him.... i miss him lot... Always see him got online in facebook and MSN or not. But he wasn't there, when click home in my facebook i saw his picture again. The tear wet my eyes again. The sweet memories come out in my mind again. He was a cute and good boyfriend that I had. He was the understanding boyfriend that I had. Now only know I haven forget him, why our ending will make me become like now? He seem like very happy and enjoy his life, but I'm not. I'm still tie myself in a coner. So wish to ask him "How are you now? Is it everything fine there?" So wish that to care him like last time. But I know it will not happen anymore. When I'm alone so wish he is here with me, when I'm sad wish he will cry with me and touch my face n eyes. When I'm happy, we can happy together. How about you? Did you think like that before? ^^

I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!

Don't know why.. I feel that I very hate myself now... Remember that I was top 3 in class when i was in primary school, but now look at my result???.. I went for piano class when i was young until F5, even now one song also can't play well... Went for guzheng class when i was in F2,when I want to play a song but the string break... Went for chinese calligraphy and painting when i was in F1, even now i also can't write my chinese name nicely in calligraphy... Went for violin class when I was in F4, even now how to play a song also can't... Went for art class in F5,find out that I love art and design, and won some prices in other college... NOW!!! look at me??? Break up in every relationship... Study in The One Academy of Communication Design. My dream college now, even now I can't do well in my artwork... I am really useless in this world................... AND I'm lost............... Where am I now?????

So HAPPY ~

YEAH~ Finally went to cut my hair and rebonding luh. New look now , but mummy said very weird wor and looks like small girl... She suggests my hair like last time better. But I don't want, because I wanna change a new look. Hehe after cutting I felt happy alot. Don't know why, I like my childish style now...^^ hehe looks younger than my sister already...