Why you want appear suddenly?

You came out suddenly , and stole away my heart and smile. Then leave me alone again. Please return back my heart and smile to me. It's belong to me. Don't you know, how the pain of hurting? May be you don't. Because of you, I really learned play on the safe side so I don't get hurt anymore. But you appeared suddenly, I haven't ready yet. Saw your back leaving away from me, my heart start to pain again. I wish to run to you and hug you from your back. But after I crossed the road, you disappear again. Why? Now I understand what you said to me last time, because it happen to me this few days. I should be more strong and tough, don't you know how much I missed you. Even every night, I nightmare also. That really scary and wish to open my eyes you will beside me. But it won't happen again anymore. =)

A day when I saw a lot of couples.

I am single and doesn't have my Mr Right celebrate with me. Valentine's day went to have lunch with classmate, on the way to pyramid there had a lot of people selling roses beside the road. When I got in to Pyramid, saw a lot of couples that holding flowers and a big bear , of course the most important was their lovely partner . Quite a romantic couples. Although I am not the one of the couples, and I din't feel like hella admired them, but they really sweet. Wish to have the day that I and my Mr right are the couples of them. And I told my classmate- Yi Ling that I want flowers, asked her to buy for me. But she answered me that she had no money, on the way back to class she picked a hibiscus from a hibiscus tree. XD And that time I realized, hibiscus was so nice. In that moment , I found out a thing that I believe everyone who is single will meet their Mr and Miss Right one day. Just need to be patient wait for that day come true. =)

Valentine's day~

What? Valentine's day? HAHA~ funny... Alone again. It should be sad, but for me I am use to it. Every year of Valentine's day, thats doesn't have any partner who celebrate with me. Should will have, but the relationship can't stand for a long time. Of course, I wish to have a new partner, but I don't even have a time to sleep at all. And some more, I am that kind of scary person , that no one will admired me. Haha, what a funny thing? Ya~ single and available will be more better and freedom. Of course I love freedom the most. I don't allow people who care me a lot. Even my parents too. Any way Happy Valentine's day to all my friends, erm to those who haven have a partner yet, don't be sad. He or she will appear in front of you one day. And wish you all guys Happy Single's day. =) Enjoy your day.....

Who is she????

She was my mo-niter in my secondary school last time. Went out with her last Saturday, but she still looks same as last time. Looks rushing and busy. She should enjoy the life she has. She was a top students in my school last time, every teacher sure will know about her. Good result!!! Good in curriculum!!! Good in respond!!! Good in attitude!!!! Good in sport!!!! We are partner last time, although I wasn't a top student and partner, but I think I helped her a lot and knew a lot of things from her. She helped me always and I won't forget her-my lovely Poi Yee.

妈咪爱心汤。~.~

My mum woke up early in this morning. She went to market to buy chicken and so on. But I still doing piggy at home. When I was almost awake my mum was busying in the kitchen. When I went out from my room, I smell a tasty and nice smell from kitchen. My mum she din't cook all the time to us but it really yummy. I love my mummy so much..... ~.~

The memories that they gave to me in 2011 Chinese New Year...

It was a nice and funny memories that they gave to me in this Chinese New Year. I suppose to hate Chinese New Year this year but they gave me a happy memories. Since we knew each other in 2009 until now. I won't forget their smile and laugh in my mind.

Assignment I really love you.....

OMG!!!!! Assignment~ When only wanna to start.....????????

Figure studies~ 2 portrait , 2 male nude references , 2 female nude references and 4 pieces manikin studies (4x3=12) manikin studies.....~

Drawing color wheel~

Bahasa Kebangsaan~

LCS~

Design~

History of Art- ME ME ME~

Letterform and Calligraphy~

OHHHHH NO!!!!!!! my Chinese New Year holiday assignment.................................. =(

I hate Chinese New Year.....

I was so excited to back to hometown last week. I wished to back not because of Chinese New Year and not because of wanna celebrate Chinese New Year. I knew that it wasn't a good and nice Chinese New Year this year. Finally I was back to hometown but I don't wish to happen it and it happened. Everyone so happy to celebrate and decorate house, last year and I was young my house every year will decorated but this year when I was home, it doesn't have any decoration. That no feel to have Chinese New Year... I hate to see them... I don't want home anymore next time..... Chinese New Year everyone have a nice and sweet smile on their face but.... Now everyone who beside me face black.... Fuck off.... I hate Chinese New Year......

Story between him and her....

他与她的故事~

他背叛了她~

他伤害了她~

他放弃了她~

反而她还爱着他~

相信他~

帮他决绝一切的麻烦事~

在某一天，他又背叛她多一次。

不幸的，她在街上碰见了他。

她的心当场碎了，眼泪不停的从眼珠流下了。

当天，下好大的雨。

女孩不顾一切哭着跑回家。

在半途中。。。。。

她被一辆汽车撞到了。

在雨大的马路上，她与她的鲜血躺在马路上。

救护车来了，把她送进医院。

医生护士连忙帮她急救。

她就在医院的昏迷了半年。

麻烦的是连累到家人的照顾。

时间不等的过，

晴天，雨天，阴天。。。。

他在短短的半年里想找回她。

可惜没有半个消息。

半年就这样的过去，

她醒了，但是失去记忆。

连自己是谁都不懂。

为何会躺在医院她也不记得了。

她慢慢的回复健康，

她慢慢的适应新的生活。

回到自己的家。

换个新的环境念书。

在和一些好姐妹联络，找回她们姐妹的回忆。

在一个倾盆大雨的一天，就和当天一样

她无法回家，就在一间咖啡店里等雨停。

那间咖啡店就是他与她的浪漫屋。

但她依然不记得了。

很不幸，

他又在咖啡店出现了，

他看见了他，

飞跑的抱住了她，眼泪不停的流。

讲了一句。

“对不起，请原谅我！”

她眼睛睁大大的看住他，

把她一手推开，

她对他微笑得问，

“这位先生，我认识你吗？”

“我在一场意外中，失去了记忆。”

“请问你是我的朋友吗？”

他听见了她所说了这番话，

眼泪不停的像小河得流下来了。

“你不记得我了吗？”

“你和我曾经有一段美好的回忆”

雨停了。。。。

“不好意思，我真的忘了。”

“雨停了，我要赶回家去了。”

“再见！^^"

"等一下！！！！”

“你可以留下你的联络号码给我吗？”

她把号码留下就赶快的跑回家。。。。。

他看着她的背影就这样的走了，

泪水依然还在流，

想回当时的他为何要伤害她。

不停的挣扎。

他再次的联络她，

和她约会。

补回当时伤害她的日子。

他再次的爱她，宠她，疼她。

可惜她，一点也不在乎，也没理他，很用功的念书。

找到了一个很好的男同学一起温习，

慢慢的他们摩擦了关系。

他再次的约她，

她对他说：“以后我们不要再联络了好吗？”

“你对我那么的好，真的很谢谢你的照顾。”

“现在我已经找到我的另一半。”

“他会照顾和疼爱我的。”

“拜拜。。。。。。。”

他听了，心好痛好痛的哭了起来。。。。。。。。

他与她的恨与爱就在他一手破坏了。。。。。。。。