你不懂的事！

我爱你，不需要任何的理由。

我恨你，是因为太爱你。

当初的你，根本没把我当成女友。

当初的你，根本没把我放在眼里。

当初的你，根本不会珍惜我。

当初的你，伤了我一次又一次。

你有没有想过我的感受？

当初的我，是为你活的。

当初的我，是为你生的。

当初的我，傻傻的帮你。

当初的我，到底犯了什么的错？

你才要这样的多我？

时间过得很快，我们分离都有一段日子了。

但不知为什么，我还是有想念你的感觉。

爱也爱过。。。。

恨也恨过。。。。

想知道你现在过得怎样了？

I am so miss you~

I paint my heart to you...

I like the feeling to be with you when it was snowing

Just let me lye on your back...

BECAUSE I LIKE YOU

AND VERY MISS YOU HERE

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Just now went to steamboat and yum cha with friends , again that I din't see him. I am so miss him. Where he is? I like the feeling that I like him... waiting him...

[ Emotional of myself because of you!~ ]

The way that I am missing you~

The way that I am waiting for you~

The way that I look at you...

The way that I smile to you~

The way I looking behind of you~

The way I know that you have girlfriend~

The way when I attract you~

The way when I am emo..

The way that I smile so sweet to you~

The way that I waiting to play with you~

The way that I sad with you.~

The way when I was blur looking at you~

The way that you kissed me~

The way that I know you are sick~

I like the way that I LOOK at you!!

{寂寞的眼神}

Waiting the time here...

Wish you are here...

Around 1 am something we went to yum cha in sayang.. I was so talkative talk non-stop with Jayis suddenly his friends came but din't see him. That time I put down everything and almost one week din't think about him and see him. I wish to don't miss him. How about him? Since I know he have a girlfriend in JB, the heart like broking... I was so crazy on him, I like his voice, I like his smiling , I like his expression. When I talking and laughing that time, Toby told me he was here. I tried don't look at him. I was so miss him. After that, we paid our bil and I asked Joyce to paid for me. Got a bit regret that I din't paid alone because he was paying too. I like the way that I looking at him. His motion, emotional really attract me. HAIZ~ On the way we back, Toby was talking with me but my eyes just looking at him. I feel so warm and happy now because of him. I like him , wish him din't know this forever.

Almost Sem Break!!!!

OMG!!! Sem break coming soon, Should I happy or sad? But now i really wish sem break come as fast as possible. I don't want to stop in this sem. It was so scary, giving a lot of people forcing me do those scary and dislike thing. WHAT THE? Hate them.... I was so annoyance now because of my final project and exam... But they really don't understand the feeling that i having now... Really want to slap them nicely and hardly...

It was a very funny surprise to dad and mum...

Yesterday suddenly took bus back home... Wish to give daddy and mummy a surprised one... HAHA!!! It was really adventure day yesterday because I haven know how to take bus and KTM back Ipoh yet.. Then non stop asked Jane and Yin Yee. But I also took taxi and bus back... 2 somethings I called mum and asked her where she is and is it daddy free at 3 somethings? At 3 somethings I miss called dad and mum and they called me back. I told them can you all guy come to fetch me now? I at Ipoh already. When I get in the car, daddy and mummy said : sometimes don't know let you hak sei or gek sei... Then I non stop laughing and said miss you all mah... When my younger sister back home also shock that I'm home.

Don't know what feeling I having now.

Din't went to work yesterday because of some issue. My house owner put a magazine under my door and I saw a thing that I am finding nowadays. Is it arranged by god? And after that I called Nicole to ask for it... And tried to tell Jane about my planing. After Jane home she told me a lot of the speech that she went. And I told him about the senior also. WE really crazy!!! Really sot talking about the guys that we like.. haha... Finally he approve me back, I was so happy and run to Jane's room and she wanted to tell me this good news of he approved Jane too... I was jumping and so happy that time. He really a cute person, feel like like him deeper. I really scare the feeling now, because don't know is it true that I like him or what. What a stupid thing that I always dream... Hate it....

Picture edited....

Was a very free yesterday, ready to have lunch with my god-sister but, suddenly cancel already. After make up and dress up took a few picture in my wonderland. Was a emotional portrait.

I think I understand what his meant....

Finally I found out what his meant already!
Should I give up or what?
What should I do...
I wish it just was a dream,
wish to happen nothing,
wish to see nothing,
and wish to stop dreaming.
I'm so down and stupid here.

I was so high in class yesterday....

Yesterday went to Joyce's house until 5 some things and went back home to have a nap and continue my class at 9. I was late and I was rushing like a crazy people. Who know no one tell me the class changed to 230p.m. I got a bit angry but whatever lah since I haven finish my Computer Graphic , and I did it in class. CG lab 1 got class need to have class and I went to CG lab 2 to continue my assignment... Suddenly Joyce called me, and she said my senior was in library. WOW ~ I was so happy and run to library. I'm really crazy, he really attracted me that time, but I still need to finish my assignment first so, I went back CG lab2 and the door there can see through the library. OMG!!!! Why? After saw him and I fell my battery was full... Crazy!!!! In class I was so crazy and so high... Kept crazy laughing there and my classmate beh tahan me also... But I'm still remember how he wore and his look... @@ fainted ....