27th of MAY...

27th of may tat day i was nt happy at all,n a vy moody day in tat day.Morning woke up ask misya (maid) made me a cup of mil to me. Before drunk milo my stomach gt abit pain. So i din bother my stomach and juz let it pain. When i woke up tat moment i really feel vy tired and want to tell mum tat i don wan go 4 skul tat day.Bt i am a penolong ketua darjah in class hw come absent in class?So i make a big decision to go for skul. In school some teachers gave bck those exam paper 2 us and it were nt my target.It make me more moody tat day. Whatever how i worked hard i don thnk sometimes it will success.I sat on the chair in the sc lab,suddenly my mind came out a person...tat is sunny...hw come is him?I used my liquid paper n wrote his name on the lab table.I asked myself why i wan so stupid?People was running from me and he was nt trying too.Ya i admit i like him.He cnnt stop me 2 like him.That i knew tat he had knew tat i was liking him bt i tried 2 act like happen ntg...how bout him?Did he thnk about me?That he hurt me once and once.Tat day moody juz had 2 reason tat were sunny and my result.I knew that i am not a type of person who like 2 gv up smthngs.I tried to give myself a chance.Bt tis time i cnnt do for it.I even cnnt forgive myself why i gt a result like tat and y i wan met him and y i wan like him.Maybe tis call feeling of affinity.Last time he treated me like a shit tat time i really 4gt n gv up edi but afer a few days he treated me good as like a hell.NW????How he treat me?HAH!!! NOW treat me like a 流浪狗.Find him running from me,chat vif him off9.I knew it.I really knew it.Ya everyone gt their own secret.What is my secret?What feeling tat he running from me?What feeling tat i like him so much?What felling tat i miss him everyday?what feeling tat i close my eyes i saw him everydays?Did he noe?haha if knows i thnk i really cn kill myself.Ya nw i know he becomes leng zai,powerful,attract alot of gals.Because he attracted me tat y i like him n put my heart n time on it...wat he gv bck me afer tat?= EMPTY!!!NTG!!! and don disturb me.
He din say out from him mouth bt i cn feel the ans from him.YA i admit i easier to thnk negative way(not sex) .What cn i do?STOP CONTACT WITH HIM!!!!THAT ALL!!!!haiz....

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I still remember the first time tat i wan tt vif 'ta' i din start 2 pay attention 2 'ta'...since i din tt there again... after my skul sukan tara...i went 2 my another tt i saw him again....tat time he make me feel interested 2 'ta'...tat day i start 2 regard him...juz one day...i still remember hw he look like...wear wat colour spec...wear wat colour watch...take wat fon n wat colour tat fon...wat look tat he was tried...after tat day i din saw him anymore...i noe i still cn meet him in sun if i change my time tt...bt tat day i nt always free at all...in one sun...i tries 2 meet him...tat day he wore red colour shirt,when he cum in the class i turn my head bhide n look n c...he bought a little smile in the classroom...^^tat day i juz use my cool look looking at him...haiz...thnk bck tat...i really feel stupid...don noe wat 2 say....since stupid til i look search him in fs...n one page one page go n search...in 60 smthngs pages i start 2 saw him edi...tat time i shout out...vy happy tat...bt i don hv courage 2 add him...wait n wait n wait...til i said hey hai 2 him the time of day...he oli cum n add me...i noe tat i no time 2 on9 cz of SPM tis year bt i oso tries 2 wait n wait 4 it...when i on my msn in the day b4 yesterday...i saw 2 person add me one is my cousin from hk n one is him...of cz tat time vy happy n quickly add bck ppl lah...ok fine...yesterday i was rushing my seni projek n din bother ppl was on9...den my sis told me he is here...tat time i am waiting him 2 find me since i was hw busy am i...haiz...vy dissapointed i make my face ugly again 2 say hai 2 him...i noe tat he was noe tat someone hu tell him i am interested 2 him...i really don hv any place 2 stand...i really don hv face 2 c ppl n my frenzs hu noe him...i really don noe wat 2 do nw...my class buddies told me he noe mai gud loh...no nin keep so long time...bt i told her if he noe i sure keep away from him...haiz...i hate it...n i start 2 keep away myself...

first day in skul..

2day is first day in my new skul life in 2009 (F5). haha...so happy tat i meet back all my frenzs buddies n gangs...love them so muz...all oso same look din change many oso...some of them the hair straight jor...haha...n the special one is all oso wear new uniform n new shoes...tis year oso the last year in my skul (PGS)...although the skul change til so nice bt i oso won b selfish 2...vy thanks you our principle miss lim...tis friday we nin 2 say bye bye 2 her edi...cz she nin 2 leave our skul...i noe tat she did many thngs gud 4 us...sometimes tat we thnk she hw bad n so on...bt she always support bhide us...gv alot her support 2 us...ok tok bck 2 my buddies frenzs n gangs...so 2day we really gv a big hug 2 each others...really happy...i so scare tat the time run really fast den we wan nin 2 say bye bye again...bt i sure miss u all so muz...so some of those teachers tat we really nt argee they teach us....juz like last year when they teach we really don und...hate them so muz...really don like them...so hope 2 change of them...haiz...tis is oli bad mud in tis...cz we r having a super study year don hope gt those lazy teachers 2 teach us...haiz... n tat one more tat make me bad mud is tat our 5PE in Block E top there...OMG!!!so high when we recess we nin 2 spend our time quickly go 2 the canteen...haiz...n the canteen so far from our class 2...OMG!!!y some F5 class in Block E one...haiz...suan lah...the last year in skul so tot it 2 keep fit lah...so wat...all oso hope 2 hv a slim body...although it cn c the whole world...wakaka so kua...n vy bright n vy cold 2...vy nice place bt it really high...haiz...tat my class...so nw tok bout my tuition time lah...OMG!!! more sui...mon tues wed thurs fri sat n sun all days oso nin 2 tt man...haiz...nvm lah...bcz of my future wat oso wan 2 do d lah...so hope all F5 ppl in tis year wish u all gud luck 2...gambatte let do our bez in our last year in skul....