When I am alone.

Just went back to home, a very tired day. But still need to get the approvement from J of the poster. Waiting her and helped her did a lot and din't sleep well for a few days. Now I'm alone in mum's room. Tonight is windy night, the song of the night is so peace. In Sunway, I din't really listen to this kind of nature song for a long time. My mind is peace and thinking nothing, so wish to have a life like now forever. Now, when I talk with parents or sister, I will I really mature a lot. Not like last time immature bin. Maybe I already use to it for my life now, I see more, I learn more, I feel more and even I listen more. The world is getting changing now.That a really scary world now. No one will know what will going to happen tomorrow. Because of Japan Tsurami and earth quake everyone is talking about the end of the world. Since I am a designer, I would like to imagine how the world coming to be. And sometimes really talk about the end of the world crap story to my younger sister. For me, some time I wish to give up. But I know I can't. How hard is it I also need to do it. I like to sit alone and think a lot of things. Since I was sleeping, my brain still moving and thinking a lot of stuff.

When the day start.

When the day start, I am nobody in that world.

I lived in my own little world.

Because that too many enemy in my world.

I scared and fought for my safety.

That really scary, no one help me no one save me.

And I ran and ran, I ran to a very fantasy and a peace world.

There had a lot of angel and fairies.

That really beautiful place,when I smiled to little fairies.

I saw a huge flowering cherry in front of me.

I walked there, I closed my eyes and wished.

" I wish I having a peace life now forever."

But it was just a dream.

When I opened my eyes, the colorful world was gone.

That a lot of evil coming to me.

They are laughing to me.

They want to kill me.

I closed my eyes again.

But it doesn't back to a beauty world.

They shoot me.

They are chasing me.

There are coming more and more evil.

I closed my eyes, and I think positive.

And I feel a very strong power that comes to me.

My body grows a pair of wing, the Sun light comes to me.

I opened my hand and absorb the energy.

When I opened my eyes, I wore a beautiful white long dress.

And fly to kill those evil.

But how strong am I, I still get hurt.

I know however I cried, it doesn't use.

Because I should be tough and strong.

Since I was fighting, an evil came and bite me.

I was blooding, I killed every evil included myself.

Because I going to be an evil too.

When my mind refresh, those evil are my lovely friends.

But they ..............................................................

不是你想象的那样！

你说我拿你来出气。

那请问你，我有打你骂你吗？

你知为何我要那样吗？

是我无法忍下去，所以我才退出的。

原因！你自己去想，你们到底做了些什么？

做人也不要太过分啊！

虽然过去了，我也不想去追究，我也不希望再发生。

应该不会再发生吧！

因为我不打算再和你同组了。

说回出气哪方面！

你真的没见过我对人出气。

想知更多，那你应该去问问我家人。

我拿人出气是怎样的？

请你说话前想想，我不多说不代表我没事。

是因为我不想伤感情。

Stop to do those things to me!!! PLEASE!!!!!

Just don't know why, I really don't like those dependent people. Come on man! How old are you, still want people accompany you go toilet and everywhere? Some more always asked me when I was super busy time. Do you know WHAT? I HATE IT!!!! So did I ask you to accompany me go anywhere? And don't know why and I really hate those girl act cute sound... What man? Be yourself... Guys can tahan and like it but I'm not guys ok? Please stop that!!! and Please don't let me scold out. I don't wish to scold people.