我很傻吧？

明知道是没有可能的，还要踩下去。

明知道是很痛的，还要再爱。

明知道是很累的，但还是要傻傻的去追。

明知道，明知道。

可是我还是觉得这样看着他开心，我就开心了。

不管的一切，大胆的去爱。

没关系~

你不爱我，没关系。

你不喜欢我，没关系。

你想避开我，没关系。

你不想见我，没关系。

你不上线，没关系。

你伤害了我，没关系。

但，

你不能阻止我爱你。

你不能阻止我喜欢你。

你不能阻止我偷偷去看你。

因为你没有传力阻止我继续喜欢你。

我不会怪你，我只会怪我自己傻傻的被你迷上。

No matter how, No matter why~

After the nightmare, I think I already woke up.

The nightmare told me that if I still go on like that, I will totally lost myself.

I can't find who am I, I can't find where I come from.

Everyone is my strangers, no family, no friends.

That a very lonely life.

No matter how, I want to live for myself.

No matter why, I still want to live for myself.

Sorry, I will treat you as a stranger now.

I want to find back the my coolest selfish and scary.

Now I want to live in my own world again.

我依然还喜欢你。

每当见到你时，我的心依然还会跳。她们和你都叫我把你忘掉，你认为那是那么容易的事吗？
或许你真的对我一点感觉都没有，我也不能责怪你，我也懂勉强没幸福。

不过，在我还在你的身边时，你可以让我默默的继续喜欢你吗？

我不想放弃，虽然是很傻，可是难的能让我心跳的人是你，我是很难得找到你。

对不起，我不该喜欢上你，你带给我很多悲伤很多的痛苦。

在你眼里，或许我没你的EX那么美吧~

可是今天不懂明天会发生什么，表面上我的病好像比可以医好，其实是比往年更加严重，我不需要你珍惜我爱我。

我只希望你让我静静的继续喜欢你。

原来。

原来我的心是用玻璃做的。

现在我的心就像破了碎了。

或许这样他会开心，可是他不懂的是，他把我的心弄碎了。

静静的流泪，静静的再次把心拼回。

我相信那一天得到来，我会再等。

现在放下一切，专心在学业吧~

Is ok~

Is ok bin~

Will be fine after few days.

Just don't think so much and keep working on your stuff...

It pain but what to do?

Just use to it an try your best in your work.

Focus on your study and stay healthy in your health.

Stop thinking fucking rubbish things.

That useless.... WAKE UP!!!!

好不敢相信！

时间过得比我想象的更快，好不敢相信我一单身了一年多了。

还是放不下他吗？

还是想念他吗？

还爱他吗？

只从我把他放下的那一天起，我告诉我自己要好好的活下去。

为了什么要因为他来控制我的生活?

没那个必要，我只能说“没有你，我也可以活得更快乐。

Between of us.

姐姐说：人生就如钢琴上的黑白键盘。 每当一个音符在跳动时，都代表着不同的情感和感觉。 88个黑白键盘让我们充满着快乐，伤心，幸福，希望和色彩的人生。。。

我说：人生就如眼前的一张白纸，每当你给它画上还是写上，都代表着不同的情感和感觉。5颜6色的颜色及黑白两色都让我们充满色彩，快乐，伤心，悲惨，幽默，残忍，幸福，寂寞等等的人生。

每个人有不同的感觉与情感，也有不同的方法来表达人生。

人生是充满希望的，无论是病人，穷人，残障人士都在等待着希望。

就算社会有那么的可怕，我们也不能那么的容易放弃眼前的希望。

再次的掉下去了！

你的出现，让我无法控制自己。

没那么的多机会再次见你，让我天天思念你。

思念你傻乎乎可爱的样子。

思念你双眼迷人的眼睛。

思念你笑容可爱的样子。

想知道你还在这吗？

你再次的出现，又动摇了我的心❤。

真得很想告诉你，我真的好想你啊。

你知道吗？

Nowadays~

What am I doing nowadays?

Sometimes I am really confuse to know what am I doing.

Sometimes everything not just using thinking and really can make it happen.

But this week I end up one project that I gave myself, because I don't wish to waste time.

I am wonder am I doing this is a right way and wrong.

I don't care people that doesn't support me, I am trying my best to do that.

Because I know everything should try and learn for the lesson.

This few days, I watched a movie called 《团圆》 is a hong kong drama.

It made my memories back from last time, this memories not a good and happy memories.

And it isn't a family memories, this memories made me though back the thing had happened to me one year ago.

I know I am giving myself a excuse, I know I should face it and not just running away the problem.

This few days, my temper really weird, I will suddenly don't wish to talk to my family.

I know that I am changing, because I have my new life in Sunway that living alone and sometime seldom talk to people.

Even my best friend kit yan and kit mei also knew it, I had change since I went to KL.

Everything will change, human, environment even the person who love you.

However the time need to go too.

And I need to be tough and strong to fight for my future.

God bless.