I really need someone to guide me now.

Having semester break now again.

Don't know why I feel very stress.

I suppose distress now, but I din't feel anything now.

Mum told me if I register PTPTN, I can't oversea after graduate.

But what can I do?

This is my only way I can do for myself.

Is 240 now, I can't sleep now.

In this semester, I found out myself is so scary?

What am I doing?

What happened to me?

I really wish to know.

I feel that I am changing and change a lot.

Change to very scary, I totally can't recognize myself already.

I really need someone guide me and I need someone talk to me.