原来。

原来我的心是用玻璃做的。

现在我的心就像破了碎了。

或许这样他会开心，可是他不懂的是，他把我的心弄碎了。

静静的流泪，静静的再次把心拼回。

我相信那一天得到来，我会再等。

现在放下一切，专心在学业吧~

Is ok~

Is ok bin~

Will be fine after few days.

Just don't think so much and keep working on your stuff...

It pain but what to do?

Just use to it an try your best in your work.

Focus on your study and stay healthy in your health.

Stop thinking fucking rubbish things.

That useless.... WAKE UP!!!!

好不敢相信！

时间过得比我想象的更快，好不敢相信我一单身了一年多了。

还是放不下他吗？

还是想念他吗？

还爱他吗？

只从我把他放下的那一天起，我告诉我自己要好好的活下去。

为了什么要因为他来控制我的生活?

没那个必要，我只能说“没有你，我也可以活得更快乐。

Between of us.

姐姐说：人生就如钢琴上的黑白键盘。 每当一个音符在跳动时，都代表着不同的情感和感觉。 88个黑白键盘让我们充满着快乐，伤心，幸福，希望和色彩的人生。。。

我说：人生就如眼前的一张白纸，每当你给它画上还是写上，都代表着不同的情感和感觉。5颜6色的颜色及黑白两色都让我们充满色彩，快乐，伤心，悲惨，幽默，残忍，幸福，寂寞等等的人生。

每个人有不同的感觉与情感，也有不同的方法来表达人生。

人生是充满希望的，无论是病人，穷人，残障人士都在等待着希望。

就算社会有那么的可怕，我们也不能那么的容易放弃眼前的希望。

再次的掉下去了！

你的出现，让我无法控制自己。

没那么的多机会再次见你，让我天天思念你。

思念你傻乎乎可爱的样子。

思念你双眼迷人的眼睛。

思念你笑容可爱的样子。

想知道你还在这吗？

你再次的出现，又动摇了我的心❤。

真得很想告诉你，我真的好想你啊。

你知道吗？

Nowadays~

What am I doing nowadays?

Sometimes I am really confuse to know what am I doing.

Sometimes everything not just using thinking and really can make it happen.

But this week I end up one project that I gave myself, because I don't wish to waste time.

I am wonder am I doing this is a right way and wrong.

I don't care people that doesn't support me, I am trying my best to do that.

Because I know everything should try and learn for the lesson.

This few days, I watched a movie called 《团圆》 is a hong kong drama.

It made my memories back from last time, this memories not a good and happy memories.

And it isn't a family memories, this memories made me though back the thing had happened to me one year ago.

I know I am giving myself a excuse, I know I should face it and not just running away the problem.

This few days, my temper really weird, I will suddenly don't wish to talk to my family.

I know that I am changing, because I have my new life in Sunway that living alone and sometime seldom talk to people.

Even my best friend kit yan and kit mei also knew it, I had change since I went to KL.

Everything will change, human, environment even the person who love you.

However the time need to go too.

And I need to be tough and strong to fight for my future.

God bless.

Furious!!!!!!

F***!!!! I wouldn't like to scold rude word here.

But I really really angry about that.

Why you all always last min only let me know.

Why always happened this fucking shit stuff .

Damn it...

Ask me how to settle it?

Tell me?

Searching!!!

I am searching what I wanna do now.

Confuse!!! confuse!!! confuse!!!

Even having a break now, but I still can feel the heavy stress that make me can't breath.

Finally that I know I am lost now.

Where am I? Where should I start from here?

Am I starting to run or I still keep walking and standing here？

Last night can't sleep well and even I sleep I fall into a scary dream.

Dream a lot of stuff that I thinking to do.

It was a nightmare.

I really need someone to guide me now.

Having semester break now again.

Don't know why I feel very stress.

I suppose distress now, but I din't feel anything now.

Mum told me if I register PTPTN, I can't oversea after graduate.

But what can I do?

This is my only way I can do for myself.

Is 240 now, I can't sleep now.

In this semester, I found out myself is so scary?

What am I doing?

What happened to me?

I really wish to know.

I feel that I am changing and change a lot.

Change to very scary, I totally can't recognize myself already.

I really need someone guide me and I need someone talk to me.

A love will harm you.

Don't know why, you make me worry about you.

I saw your pain from your heart.

But you don't want to tell people about that.

Will you feel happy?

Some day, I try to make you smile , play with you , make you happy because I don't wish you sad and emo like last time.

Some told me about you loving chasing her.

Ya, I can see it and you already know she rejected you, but why you still want to force yourself to make her love you?

Love can't force.

I know that call love,but I really don't wish you gave people said you are stupid and so on.

I feel so sad and pain about that, because you are my friend.

I hope you can stop it, and of cause I don't wish you to unhappy again.

If you feel want to tell others about your secret, I will always here for you.
Just out your word. Let me get into your world.