Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Assignment I really love you.....

OMG!!!!! Assignment~ When only wanna to start.....????????

Figure studies~ 2 portrait , 2 male nude references , 2 female nude references and 4 pieces manikin studies (4x3=12) manikin studies.....~
Drawing color wheel~
Bahasa Kebangsaan~
LCS~
Design~
History of Art- ME ME ME~
Letterform and Calligraphy~

OHHHHH NO!!!!!!! my Chinese New Year holiday assignment.................................. =(


I hate Chinese New Year.....

I was so excited to back to hometown last week. I wished to back not because of Chinese New Year and not because of wanna celebrate Chinese New Year. I knew that it wasn't a good and nice Chinese New Year this year. Finally I was back to hometown but I don't wish to happen it and it happened. Everyone so happy to celebrate and decorate house, last year and I was young my house every year will decorated but this year when I was home, it doesn't have any decoration. That no feel to have Chinese New Year... I hate to see them... I don't want home anymore next time..... Chinese New Year everyone have a nice and sweet smile on their face but.... Now everyone who beside me face black.... Fuck off.... I hate Chinese New Year......

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Story between him and her....



他与她的故事~

他背叛了她~
他伤害了她~
他放弃了她~

反而她还爱着他~
相信他~
帮他决绝一切的麻烦事~

在某一天,他又背叛她多一次。
不幸的,她在街上碰见了他。
她的心当场碎了,眼泪不停的从眼珠流下了。

当天,下好大的雨。
女孩不顾一切哭着跑回家。
在半途中。。。。。
她被一辆汽车撞到了。
在雨大的马路上,她与她的鲜血躺在马路上。
救护车来了,把她送进医院。
医生护士连忙帮她急救。
她就在医院的昏迷了半年。
麻烦的是连累到家人的照顾。

时间不等的过,
晴天,雨天,阴天。。。。
他在短短的半年里想找回她。
可惜没有半个消息。
半年就这样的过去,
她醒了,但是失去记忆。
连自己是谁都不懂。
为何会躺在医院她也不记得了。

她慢慢的回复健康,
她慢慢的适应新的生活。
回到自己的家。
换个新的环境念书。
在和一些好姐妹联络,找回她们姐妹的回忆。

在一个倾盆大雨的一天,就和当天一样
她无法回家,就在一间咖啡店里等雨停。
那间咖啡店就是他与她的浪漫屋。
但她依然不记得了。

很不幸,
他又在咖啡店出现了,
他看见了他,
飞跑的抱住了她,眼泪不停的流。
讲了一句。
“对不起,请原谅我!”

她眼睛睁大大的看住他,
把她一手推开,
她对他微笑得问,
“这位先生,我认识你吗?”
“我在一场意外中,失去了记忆。”
“请问你是我的朋友吗?”

他听见了她所说了这番话,
眼泪不停的像小河得流下来了。
“你不记得我了吗?”
“你和我曾经有一段美好的回忆”

雨停了。。。。
“不好意思,我真的忘了。”
“雨停了,我要赶回家去了。”
“再见!^^"

"等一下!!!!”
“你可以留下你的联络号码给我吗?”
她把号码留下就赶快的跑回家。。。。。

他看着她的背影就这样的走了,
泪水依然还在流,
想回当时的他为何要伤害她。
不停的挣扎。

他再次的联络她,
和她约会。
补回当时伤害她的日子。

他再次的爱她,宠她,疼她。
可惜她,一点也不在乎,也没理他,很用功的念书。
找到了一个很好的男同学一起温习,
慢慢的他们摩擦了关系。

他再次的约她,
她对他说:“以后我们不要再联络了好吗?”
“你对我那么的好,真的很谢谢你的照顾。”
“现在我已经找到我的另一半。”
“他会照顾和疼爱我的。”
“拜拜。。。。。。。”

他听了,心好痛好痛的哭了起来。。。。。。。。
他与她的恨与爱就在他一手破坏了。。。。。。。。





Tuesday, January 18, 2011

I am freaking emo...ING.... here


Monday.... Raining day....
Everyone have a pair of people to share an umbrella....
And I so lucky I bought umbrella to college
So I and him within an umbrella....
I am short and he is tall^^...
"Do you want me to hold the umbrella for you?"
"Ennnn.... ok ahhh....^^.."
He hold my hand first and took the umbrella....
Although we wet a bit, but quite fun....^^
But I din't care about him start from that day....
Tuesday....
No Class....
Wednesday........
"Later your XXX angry then you know."
"No!!! Don't believe it, we just play only."
"WHAT????? You said play? Ok , play lah... now u say play... Fine...
Friday....
Went to have lunch with classmate.....
"Voon bin, why you wear so nice today?"
"Haha, why?"
"Because you always wear slippers , short pants and t-shirt."
"Ya meh? Because wanna to see you so wear nicer to match back you...^^"
"Voon Bin, Why you so cultured when you eat.?"
I was so tired that time....
"Don't care about me."
"What? You said don't care about you one huh? You said one!! and Tommy here....Ok!!! Today is 14/1/2011, 1 something, I and you Voon Bin start from now we break."
..............................
Saturday........
Sunday........
Monday.......
Tuesday.......
He din't talk to me since he said break this word...........
I asked all my classmate why and what wrong to him, but one told me , he always like that and another one asked me "Did you said something hurt him or when he emo?"
"I think so, I just said DON'T CARE ABOUT ME!!!....."
I walked his place and called his name but he din't care me at all....
Last time , after morning class he will asked me go with them to have lunch and after class he will asked me "Do you wan me to fetch you home?"
But after that day, he din't asked me anythings, and din't talk to me at all..........
It doesn't feel good, because he was always playing with me and crap with me last time. But now, I feel I lost somethings , and the heart like crying.
Having a very confuse feeling now, and don't know what he thinking....
I am really emotional here, unhappy, sad, heartache ,I can't imagine I have this feeling again......
I just want to have that time with him last time......
And I like to see his face bring along his smile. That nice.... ^^

Thursday, January 13, 2011

I can't believe it real....

OMG!!!! What the hell feeling that I having now? It wasn't real, but now I like missing some one that I should miss. I can't believe that a lie become real. Haiz What can I do now? I don't wish to fall in love to some one... Because I am really busy, but I was so hurt again that he treat me cool. I don't like the feeling he treat me. I think I will keep this secret until the end..............................

Thursday, December 23, 2010

My Computer Graphic concert poster design!!!



This is my final Computer Graphic concert poster project...
I did it in one week...
Singer I was using Michael Wong .
He born in same hometown with me.
In this portrait he is thinking and missing someone there,
just like me.
Thinking and missing him.
So I put the [MISSING] of the title in this poster.
I was using bamboo and light green to be the background.
Bamboo means peace...
Thinking and missing someone in a peace place..
and silently...
I was using original color to trace him out
and I used black, grey and white in using mirror reflection
to trace him out again...
It means behind of his story that you never know.........

Boring!!!

Now having sem break... Back to hometown and home sweet home here.. But the sadness come true. I was very busy in Kl life and now I am so free and do nothing. Really a boring sem break to me.. When I do nothing and when I alone, my mind really feel empty and like to simply think things again.. Monday I went out with Sean , Bryan and Vivian. Suppose should be happy and not emo. Vivian bought us to cinema floor there and I thought him back.. He was with me there last time. I miss him suddenly, my mind came out with him again. I really hate that feeling. I am alone here , Sean smsing with me. He was my EX too... Bryan is his brother and he was last time too.... I met them back and the feeling of missing came back .. I saw Joshua in JJ that means he is in Ipoh too.. Am I right? Did he still remember what he promised to me? I hate the feeling of alone and missing alone here... I should delete the memories that he gave to me...

这种感觉是什么?


酸酸的。。。
那种奇怪的感觉回来了。
那种想念他的感觉回来了。
心很酸啊。
我讨厌这种感觉,
我不想要它。
他又从我的梦出现,
他好像真的不想见到我一样,
他走了。
他是我的噩梦。
他真的很可怕。

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Life should be happy and colourful

Life is just like a piece of white paper...
How to make it colorful and happy...
That the only way we know...
Hold the brush and make it colorful and happy...



When white paper become grey and black...
We should paint it white...
And color in warm and cold color...
Not black and grey...



I LOVE THE COLORFUL LIFE...
I LOVE MY HAPPY LIFE....
I ENJOY MY LIFE...

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Finally Finished my History of Art artwork....

Venus at the mirror===> The Rock Venus.

The Anatomy Lesson===> The Turkey Lesson

The Turkey Lesson.
Is Mr Bean....
Frame hand made by us....

The Rock Venus.
Used real broom to made her hair, made it like 3D effect
Real product of Gatsby moving rubber
Promote the Gatsby moving rubber
[ GATSBY MAKE YOUR HAIR STAND LIKE A BROOM FOREVER!!!!]

Is me with two Panda eyes.

Happy that finished our artwork.

R''' O''''C''''K''' Venus....
My eyes almost can't open at all.

AWESOME MAN!!!! I love my HOA artwork as well.... We did it two days and just sleep 3 to 4 hours to rush our final project... We went to Shirley's house to finish it and have our fun there... Today my classmate asked us to show her our artwork.. And that time I started to be a leader , and I din't knew it... Shock man!!! our lecturer felt surprise of our artwork... She said that really shock and surprise that we will do that.... We are the only one group to do that....