First day of 3rd semester!!!!

Went to class today at 10am.

What is my feeling of today?

Excited? Nervous? Happy?

No!!!! I am worrying....

Will I going to meet a same things like last semester?

I am scare!!!!

What can I do?

I think a lot today.

They had a lunch together but I din't join.

I feel like I need to keep away from them.

Is it because of I am scare to get hurt again?

I don't know.

I feel stress and tension.

This is what my feeling now..

Just now, I went dinner with my orientation friends, that we had been together for one year.

Xiow Yin is a friend that with a same birthday with me.

She asked me, when she looked my side face.

She feel that I am lonely and unhappy, asked me is it everything ok?

I answered yes!!!! I just woke up.. no worry, I am fine here.

I believe that she know what happened to me, because I told her before.

Ya!!! She is right! I am sad here. And worrying a lot of things...

Oh God!!! Please help me..... What should I do?

What is the next step?